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Wednesday, July 12, 2006
daddy..!! are u ok?! plz dun sad sad..though i noe lata u come back u sure try 2 keep ur emo 2 urself or 2 mum nia..but ya..dun sad..!! T.T
haix..heard fr mum tt dad called back juz now he sounded sad..is it true? haix.. i noe he went for an interview dis mornin..for another position in the co "is it call co? dun noe..shall juz say co lol" but he went there all mostly poly grads..haix..den of cos younger den him lo..haix..i dun noe e news yet..but i tink if he got it he wld have called back again le..sigh..!! wat has e world become?! a chasin paper society..!! wat happen 2 e native world? all become so cruel n bleak. true my dad may not b as certificate-ly qualified..but so wat? he has been in dis line since he fin NS..!! hu can b as loyal as my dad le..true i mayb bias cos he is my dad..but i noe my dad put his 110% effort into his work de lo..mayb now he slack le cos he noes he is not appreciated in e co..haix..tt time he was so upset he even bang his hand on e wall n injured his hand sia..haix..my heart pain ar..!! hope he'll b ok soon..!!
daddy ar..i'll try 2 wisen up n b more brave n stop lyin..!! but you've got 2 give me more time ba..n confidence..but i need u both 2 noe 2tings..i love you n my family..!! though i've hurt n hurt u all again and again wif my lies..secondly..i wan 2 make my own decision..i noe you all will hurt again..but plz accept my choice can ma? i noe no parents wan their child 2 suffer but den..i noe wat i wan for now..i believe in fate n destiny..believe it wif me oso k?
haix..how come when daddy is sad i feel so sad oso?! but when mum quit her job i like no feeling? haix..i feel bad sia..reali..but i noe everytime sth happen i dun show i care though inside im sad n cryin for them..haix..wat e hell is wrong wif me?! m i human?! aiyo..i muz b reali fr IMH..oh well..reali hope mum will get a job soon..but a beta n more relaxin job..most prob hols i'll go earn my own income..i noe i've been sayin dis since forever but haix..
dad's hm..!! i dun dare look at him sia..im lame i noe..oh well..hmm..reali hope both of them are happy..im reali a bad daughter man..haix..i dun even ask them how is their day..!! im dyin 2 go over n hug both of them n break down n say sry tt they have such a bad n unfilial daughter..!! hu always show attitude..
tml baby mayb meetin maple frdx 2 play lan at ps..there's dis girl most prob gg oso..dun noe y everytime i feel jealous of her..i noe baby is loyal 2 me..juz insecure la..haix.. when i wif him see him sms her or other ppl i reali veri sad leh..like im so borin 2 b wif like tt..haix.. i noe im crazy la..but oh well..i need 2 get rid of dis foolish tinkin..!! i noe baby onli love me de. if not he wun change..his temper reali gone beta..ok la he still got short temper sometimes but den its ok la..i'll understand..hehe..cos i noe he's tryin 2 improve..he even goes 2 sch more le..lol.. 16times nv go sch nia..which is not bad le lo..last time ar i tink got till 50times le..lol..but den he like dun study de hor? sianx..hope he'll improve tt part oso..hehe..i love you..!! wahahaha tinkin of u my mood oso beta le..hehe...
read mayu's blog juz now..lol..she's happy in nihon (japan)..lol..glad for her wor.. hehe..oh n saw tt her sis-in-law is preg..!! lol..congrats on being a aunt soon..lol..miss ya girl.. muz buy goodie back for me hor..!! lol..kiddin..haha..juz enjoy urself is my pressie le..yeap..
hmm..saw a few ppl's blog..lol..realise their entries mostly all happy de leh..lol..glad they are happy wif life..for those hu are upset cheer up n rem.."no matter how complicated life is..it goes on.." reali envy those ppl hu's life is good sia..but oh well no pt envyin i noe.. lol..its ok..i believe life will get beta..!! lol..
2day had ica for costin..haix..gone case le nar..i totally dun noe how 2 do e journal entries..tink my figures wrong oso..oh well..its ok..suan le..over le..haha..next wk biz finance..omg..tt's worst i tink..haix..i totally im lost in e NPV chap nia..aiyo..lol..exam comin n biz finance is 1st paper..!! omg..sure die..dis sem gpa sure drop again..haix..oh well i have 2 give it my best le ba..muz start studyin..!! lol.. haven been maplin for a long time..dun tink will have tt much time ba..lol..see when got mood play ba..hmm..hope baby will pei me study..lol.. exm starts on 4th aug.. national day muz study sia..!! lol..oh well.. lata gotta go do tut for biz law n biz accting..lol..oh jap oso haven do..haix..mayb tml den do jap le ba..lol..yeap yeap. tml break gg gym..!! yay..!! lol..im gettin fatter..n its true..!! need 2 start not eatin lunch in sch le haix..where is my motivation 2 not eat sia..always say dun eat end up eating..haix..lol.. anyway will enjoy tml gym time..!! haha..muz perserver..cannot stop joggin wor..!! but sure stop de haix no stamina liao..lol..
i miss you so much..!! hope u are tinkin of me too.
thinking of you @ 6:34 PM
wishing for--*
* new tops/ bottoms/ jumper
* nail polish
* new highlights for hair
* new heels
* new diary (notebook)
* have a beta 2007
* be more decisive
movie list--*
happy feet
open season
Night at the Museum
charlotte's web
eragon
= the holiday =
curse of e golden flower
= zodiac =
= TMNT =
= Ghost Rider =
= Spider Man 3 =